Night in the hall of long acoustics, the whispering gallery
from which no sound, once made, escapes
nor any no-sound: feel the ripples when a drop
of silence falls into the pool of itself
and shivers out through me.
Nights when I’m climbing down the rusty ladder
of my spine, into the ringing cistern.
Here, the last and least gasp of my breath
will live beyond itself, beyond me,
exhaled into the afterlife.
Belly-creeping a cave, the thirteenth chamber back,
beyond the sump, the dunk-immersion
like a baptism into the oldest of dark, I came up
to twenty bat-scrap shadows dangling
above their own reflections;
my world flipped over, cut adrift from gravity.
Whatever they laced the air with then
was beyond my any sense. Nights like these
in the hollows of my body, of my brain,
that inscape without size
whose one dimension is its history, not only my own
but words that squat among its rafters.
Nights when I’m walking streets of an abandoned city,
round me silhouetted on bare girders,
silent letters of the alphabet,
maybe ready to peel crackling into flight,
a veering smoke of them, a psalm
unfurling, a combustion of the airwaves – or
maybe etched in charcoal, petrified
already where they stood.